which makes me very unhappy... today is another ordinary day in this busy city, today is the special day on which my loneliness doubled. this might because i'm just back from home, where people share with me.
i get temporiry friends, then loose them.
i'm sad
this is a freaking unfair world for me, i'm surrounded with people who claims to enjoyed this world. it increases the contrast between i and them. when i say this i'm afraid because what i say shows that i'm weak and mentally unhealthy and as a reasult add the difficult people communicate with me.
i pretend, to be energetic, exited, reasonable, while the truth is i'm unsure, scared.
i don't figure out how this world works.
i get temporiry friends, then loose them.
i'm sad
this is a freaking unfair world for me, i'm surrounded with people who claims to enjoyed this world. it increases the contrast between i and them. when i say this i'm afraid because what i say shows that i'm weak and mentally unhealthy and as a reasult add the difficult people communicate with me.
i pretend, to be energetic, exited, reasonable, while the truth is i'm unsure, scared.
i don't figure out how this world works.
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